Izabels doctor apparently is very popular so you have to make appointments months in advance which was difficult before because I did not have my school schedule. She was suppose to go in at the beginning of the month for her 6 month check up. But did not go in until oct 30th when she was already 7 months old. She got weighed at 17.13 lbs and is 27 inches long. Her weight, height and head size are normal! Hoooray! last time they said she was alittle over weight. But now she is right on track. Everything is looking good. She had to get 5 shots though :(. Which i think is always harder on me. I have to hold her while she cries and tries to have me pick her up. Its horrible. I hate it sooo much. I decided to get her the flu shot cause I do not want her to get sick. The swine flu was really bad last year so I am hoping this will protect her. Now I just need to get it for myself. The doctor said she could feel a tooth on her left side on the bottom. I am glad cause she has been chewing on everything and drooling like crazy. I am glad she is making good progress. It makes me feel like I am doing a good job as a mother. A lot of the time I feel like I have no idea what I am doing. But now I feel more confident in my abilities.
She did fine all weekend until Sunday night when she got fussy from the shots. I was so proud of her.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Jewelry Show
This is going to be a very short post. I mostly want to complain about how I was not able to go into the jewelry show. My mom, Izabel and I drove down to Chicago where my older sister met up with us. We had been planning this day for a while. We were all pre-register to go. Once, we got there I up Izabel into the strap thing that is attached to me. They would not allow stroller in so this way she was hooked on to me. After registering one lady who worked there said I could not take Izabel in because children under 16 were not allowed in. What the heck!??! I was so freaking pissed. We drove all the way down there for this and now I can not get in. FUCK YOU LADY!! my daughter is strapped onto me. She is not able to walk so it is not an issue. There was ladies with bigger purses than Izabel. It was such bull. I was so pissed. Needless to say we took turns in the jewelry show but I only got to go for like 15 minutes before Izabel started to give my sister trouble. I ended up paying 10 bucks to get into the hobby show which was total nerdfest. It was like remote control everything; trains, boats, planes, cars. Not for me. But Izabel fell asleep while I walked around. I thought maybe Id find a boyfriend there. hahha just kidding. Oh well.
Madison dinner
A few weeks ago, my friends and I drove up to Madison to visit our 2 friends who live there. My friend who owns the house was going to be cooking us dinner because she is an excellent cook. She wants to open her own restaurant some day. And I feel pretty confident that she has enough skills, talent and know how to actually do it and succeed at it. When we got up there her sister was there with her two sons, who are soooo cute. Of course, I started to miss Izabel. I left her with my mom cause I kind of wanted a night by myself which never happens, but i kind of like it that way. And all of my friends smoke and were smoking the whole car ride up there which would have been bad. So, I am glad I left her with my mom. Once we got there the wine bottles were opened and the drinks were a flowin. Needless to say I drank a bit more than I wanted to. 4 glasses of wine later I was ready to head home. It was a good ride back, like 1 1/2, and I fell asleep and apparently started snoring. (embarassing) Of course, Izabel woke up at 4 am and was fussy. And then she woke up again at 8:30 am which meant that was the end of my sleeping in. Bummer. Luckily, we took a nap together later which was nice. The food she made was super delicious. I hope she gets her restuarant up and running. I know she has enough skill and no how to do it. She has been talking about it forever and i hope it becomes a reality for her.
School of Education
Since I have transferred to and from like 3 schools. My credits are kind of a mess. I feel like I have been going to school forever!! lame sauce. I just want to graduate already and do something with my life. At the beginning of the semester my counselor told me to apply to the college of education. So, I took a test and did a bunch of paperwork and things to make sure I would get in. Well, then I turns out I did not get into the school of ed. It was kind of big disappointment especially since my counselor pretty much told me I would get in for sure. This really really bummed me out. But apparently there is some sort of a plan. So hopefully, I can get into the education psychology major until next semester. This way I can take the classes I need without being admitted into the college of ed. I hope it all works out. I do not know how much more debt I can get myself into. Also, I am getting super old to be in college. Other people in my classes talk about getting fake ids and what not. oh man if that doesnt make you feel old, I do not know what does. hahhah I meet with my counselor soon so I hope it will all get worked out. Trying to stay optomistic is not always easy.
Its been a while
Wow it has been a very very long time since I have been onto my blog. Sorry everyone. I have been super busy with school. It has been midterms. So there was papers, after papers and group projects and tests. Oh man! Its been kind of ridiculous. Now it is starting to settle down a bit so I will catch you all up on my life from the past few weeks. Izabel has been "talking" more and more every day. It was like someone turned a switch on in her brain and she just started talking one night. It was so crazy. One of the "words" she says kind of sounds like mama but I tried not to get too exicted because I know it is probably not that. I planned a halloween "party" that no one showed up to. Lame! I was so excited about it too. I guess thats what I get for getting excited about things. It seems like they never seem to turn out. Which really sucks and kind of makes me feel like not ever planning anything ever again. But I will cause if I do not then none of my friends will do anything. I think I might need to start looking for more friends. But turns out I am just not good at doing that. I do not know how some people have like a million friends and I have like 3. hahha not really but most days it kind of feels like it. Then it was Halloween and Izabel and I dressed up. It was so much fun!! oh yea and i forgot we went up to Madison to hang out with my friends up there. I totally forgot that was a lot of fun.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
What a fussy baby
Sunday Izabel was in a very fussy mood and I had no idea why. It ended up being a beautiful day and my family took her for a nice long walk. She enjoyed see the trees and nature. I was so tired cause she did not sleep well that I took a nap for an hour. I wish I would have gone along with them. When they got back Izabel was very tired so I rocked her to sleep for a while. When she woke up she was still fussy. She seemed to be content for a while playing and then would get upset about something. I think it was her teeth so before bed time I gave her some infant tylenol which seemed to help. The next day at daycare she seemed to have a great day.
I am just glad she is over the phase where she woke up for 3 nights straight at exactly 11 pm. She would fall asleep at her regular bedtime but at 11 she would wake up and be wide awake fussing away. Needless to say I did not get a lot of sleep since she ended up cuddled with me in bed until she fell asleep again. She did not want to be rocked or walk around or anything. Oh well, I guess.
I am just glad she is over the phase where she woke up for 3 nights straight at exactly 11 pm. She would fall asleep at her regular bedtime but at 11 she would wake up and be wide awake fussing away. Needless to say I did not get a lot of sleep since she ended up cuddled with me in bed until she fell asleep again. She did not want to be rocked or walk around or anything. Oh well, I guess.
Craft day was a success!
On saturday afternoon a few of my friends came over to share in an excellent day of crafting. A few of them did not bring pumpkins or t shirts but other people brought extras. So, it all worked out. We started out with a few bottles of wine, snacks and started carving pumpkins. Everybody made really look and different ones. We brought them outside and put candles in there. They looked so awesome lit up. Afterwards, we started making caramel apples. We melted the caramel and got all the different toppings set out. We washed the apples and stuck the sticks into them. Then we had fun mixing all different toppings on the apples. At the end, we had two apples left and no caramel. So, someone had the bright idea to just start melting whatever we had. By the time we were finished there was toppings everywhere and our apples had so much stuff all over them.
After much complaints we started making our t -shirts. I made oneies for Izabel. I made one Halloween one and one fun one with a robot on it. Everyone else made adult tshirts using fabric crayons. Everyones did not turn out that great and they all ended up puffy painting them. I can not wait to see how they turned out once they were dry.
I was so glad that everyone showed up. We had such a great time laughing, drinking and crafting. I am hoping we can do it again but maybe at someone elses house and with different craft items.
After much complaints we started making our t -shirts. I made oneies for Izabel. I made one Halloween one and one fun one with a robot on it. Everyone else made adult tshirts using fabric crayons. Everyones did not turn out that great and they all ended up puffy painting them. I can not wait to see how they turned out once they were dry.
I was so glad that everyone showed up. We had such a great time laughing, drinking and crafting. I am hoping we can do it again but maybe at someone elses house and with different craft items.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Do I hold Izabel too much?
When I went to go pick up Izabel from daycare her teacher told me that she thinks Izabel is spoiled at home and her mom and grandma hold her a lot. She said it jokingly but I must admit I was kind of offended. She said that when Izabel is playing she has a hard time being alone. Like if Izabel is playing with toys on the floor and the teacher will go start making lunch for the other children, Izabel will start crying. I do not know. Izabel plays by herself a lot. I lay her on the floor with toys and do whatever I need to do. There is 4 adults in my house so Izabel is rarely alone. She does a good job playing by herself, I think. She does not cry that much. Maybe it is cause I am her mom. I can not help it I love to hold her, she is getting so big so fast. :( I do not want to miss any moments with her being little. And she is spoiled cause shes my baby and the only grandchild. So we all love to hold her and play with her as much as possible. And I want to be around her to make sure she does not get hurt. Oh well, I guess I should not read that much into it.
Can't catch a break
Today I had to go down and meet with this lady about my application to receive assistance paying for Izabels daycare. I was not excited to have to ask for assistance but since I have not received any child support and Izabels daycare is very expensive I need help until I get child support. I already had my application filed out online where it says that if you are a full-time student you qualify for the aid. And since I go to UWM full time I was a shoe in. Well, I get there and find out in addition I need to work at least 5 hours a week. And it is not like I am too lazy to find a job. It is just that my school schedule is so random cause I signed up for classes so late that I got whatever classes became available. So, the only day really that I could work is Friday. Maybe a few nights during the week but that is kind of iffy. I do not have consistent care for Izabel on Sat and Sun which makes me worried. I would hate to have to miss work cause I do not have anybody to watch her. Now, I do not know what I am going to do. I am running out of money fast. Then during the meeting my little sister calls me panicing about her homecoming ticket! Which she should have figured out before the last day you could buy them. I ended up having to run around town to get her money and drop it off at her school. Then she did not even say thank you!!! RUDE!
After getting my haircut and a few more errands I am relaxing at home with Izabel. She fell asleep while we realxed on my bed listening to classical music. I just finished my english homework and am now doing some artwork. What a nice evening. Eventhough I am not actually doing anything I feel rather relaxed.
Tomorrow, I am having some friends over to do some crafting and pumpkin carving. We may even go downtown to a wine tasting!! :) I am excited!
After getting my haircut and a few more errands I am relaxing at home with Izabel. She fell asleep while we realxed on my bed listening to classical music. I just finished my english homework and am now doing some artwork. What a nice evening. Eventhough I am not actually doing anything I feel rather relaxed.
Tomorrow, I am having some friends over to do some crafting and pumpkin carving. We may even go downtown to a wine tasting!! :) I am excited!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Sillly video
This video was way too long so I tried to cut it down. I wanted to get a video of Izabels new face she likes to make. We all call it the "O" face. She stretches out her cheeks and make a tiny O with her mouth. Too cute. And then I got her to giggle!!
Mood
I am not sure what is going on but the past few days I have been kind of bummed out. I have no idea why either. It is so strange. I have been feeling super great lately until the past week. I think it is just cause I am not getting enough sleep or I am kind of lonely. I have been playing with Izabel a lot and blogging which makes me feel like I am talking to someone. I have made plans with my friends to get together and do crafts. Also, I have been hanging out/talking to my friends a bit more. I am hoping all these things will really help me. We will see!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Why dont you care?
This is going to be a giant rant. Just a heads up before you start reading it.
I just do not understand how someone can not care about their child. It just do not make sense to me at all. A child is a part of you. Maybe it is just because I am a woman and my child came out of me so I have more of a connection to that child. But I would think that men should have just as a big as a connection because they helped create that child. How can someone go days or weeks with out wanting to know about that child? I dont get it. I hate being away from my daughter for a few hours. How can you live with yourself not seeing her for weeks and months? She is never going to know who you are. Or want to be close to you. And maybe one day when you get it together it will be too late. She wont want to have any desire to be close to you. You are missing some of the best parts of her life. She is such an amazing little girl. You are going to miss her crawling, walking, talking, discovering new things, etc. I just can not imagine not knowing about her every day. Each day she has a new face or does something new and you are missing it. It is not my responsiblity to send you something everyday about her. You should want to know about her. How hard is it to send a text everyday? You can even save it and push like one freakin button?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Well, I defintely have learned my lesson in life. Well I have learned a few lessons really.
Note to self: Do not do things that are dumb but seem like a good idea at the time.
I just do not understand how someone can not care about their child. It just do not make sense to me at all. A child is a part of you. Maybe it is just because I am a woman and my child came out of me so I have more of a connection to that child. But I would think that men should have just as a big as a connection because they helped create that child. How can someone go days or weeks with out wanting to know about that child? I dont get it. I hate being away from my daughter for a few hours. How can you live with yourself not seeing her for weeks and months? She is never going to know who you are. Or want to be close to you. And maybe one day when you get it together it will be too late. She wont want to have any desire to be close to you. You are missing some of the best parts of her life. She is such an amazing little girl. You are going to miss her crawling, walking, talking, discovering new things, etc. I just can not imagine not knowing about her every day. Each day she has a new face or does something new and you are missing it. It is not my responsiblity to send you something everyday about her. You should want to know about her. How hard is it to send a text everyday? You can even save it and push like one freakin button?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Well, I defintely have learned my lesson in life. Well I have learned a few lessons really.
Note to self: Do not do things that are dumb but seem like a good idea at the time.
I am Lame
So, this weekend it was absolutely beautiful out. The weather was in the 70's the sun was shining, birds were singing blah blah blah. What did I do all weekend? Um try nothing. Saturday night I realized I did homework all day and was only outside for about 10 minutes. I should have taken Izabel for a walk or something. But I didnt and I have no idea why? By the end of the weekend I was kind of feeling shitty about myself which is not good. Luckily, Sunday I had lunch with a friend who I had not seen since my baby shower, Izabel and another friend. It was nice to get out and hang out with them, not to mention the food was pretty good. And at the end of lunch we all got cupcakes. Izabel had a good time too. She made out a mess with her chewing biscuit things (not for dogs I promise).
Friday was pretty fun too. Katie, Izabel and I went to Micheals, Hobby Lobby and Jo-ann fabrics. We bought a lot of craft things. Which I am very excited to start creating fun new clothes for Izabel and other stuff. We got fabric, tshirts, puffy paint and ribbon. I will post pictures when we actually make something. Which is another thing that upsets me about the weekend. We went out and bought all this craft stuff and then did not make anything with it. LAME
Friday was pretty fun too. Katie, Izabel and I went to Micheals, Hobby Lobby and Jo-ann fabrics. We bought a lot of craft things. Which I am very excited to start creating fun new clothes for Izabel and other stuff. We got fabric, tshirts, puffy paint and ribbon. I will post pictures when we actually make something. Which is another thing that upsets me about the weekend. We went out and bought all this craft stuff and then did not make anything with it. LAME
Feeling Crafty
In an effort to keep myself busy and not feel sad/sorry for myself I have decided to make things. I have had the urge to be crafty for awhile now but nobody else seems to want to do crafts with me. I made everyone decorate onesies at my baby shower so I think I can do it again. Halloween has a lot of craft opputunites like making caramel apples, carving pumpkins and making popcorm balls. Now, I just need to get all my friends together and make them do it. Cause they will make excuses and generally do not enjoy crafting but I always find a way to make them do them. mauahuahuahu!
I almost deleted this post cause I feeling like no one would want to craft with me. I do not know. But then I had lunch with a friend who I have not seen in awhile and she was excited about. And my other friend who was with us is probably going to join too. HOORAY! I am very excited.
Last week, I decided to make a shopping cart/high chair cover for Izabel. It was quite a bit of fun picking out the fabric and putting it together. My grandma did all of the sewing but I helped. It turned out really cute too. It folds up into a bag and its reversible.
Here are a few pictures of Izabel using her new shopping car cover! Isnt she just so cute?!??!?
I almost deleted this post cause I feeling like no one would want to craft with me. I do not know. But then I had lunch with a friend who I have not seen in awhile and she was excited about. And my other friend who was with us is probably going to join too. HOORAY! I am very excited.
Last week, I decided to make a shopping cart/high chair cover for Izabel. It was quite a bit of fun picking out the fabric and putting it together. My grandma did all of the sewing but I helped. It turned out really cute too. It folds up into a bag and its reversible.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I love Thursdays!!
Thursdays are so awesome! I only have one class and I am home by 2 pm! Which means I get to spend the rest of the day with Izabel. And then I have no classes on Fridays so it is really the start of my weekend. Also, there are a ton of great shows on thursday nights! BONUS!
This Thursday during my early childhood education class we go to play outside. Like literally PLAY! I have not played since I was in elementary school. We had a whole hour to draw with chalk, color with markers, go on a walk, find bugs or play football outside. It was so nice to be outside and get to know the other students and just have fun.
Later tonight, my little sister, myself and Izabel are going to go grocery shopping (one of my favorite activities, weird I know) and make subs! I am very excited. Then we are going to make cupcakes for my grandpa!
Man do I love Thursdays!! (minus though the cute boy was not on the bus today :( )
This Thursday during my early childhood education class we go to play outside. Like literally PLAY! I have not played since I was in elementary school. We had a whole hour to draw with chalk, color with markers, go on a walk, find bugs or play football outside. It was so nice to be outside and get to know the other students and just have fun.
Later tonight, my little sister, myself and Izabel are going to go grocery shopping (one of my favorite activities, weird I know) and make subs! I am very excited. Then we are going to make cupcakes for my grandpa!
Man do I love Thursdays!! (minus though the cute boy was not on the bus today :( )
Beautiful Day
It is has been really cold lately but just yesterday it warmed up to the 70's!! Naturally living in wisconsin you can always expect some random weather. It is just how it goes. I was late to school due to a fatal accident on the interstate so I drove to school. As I was leaving class to go home I was in awe of all the beatiful colors on the trees and the falling leaves. Fall is one thing that I really missed while living in Arizona. The trees turn all kinds of colors from green to yellow, red, orange and purple. It is so beautiful. Then when you walk the wind gently blows the leaves off the trees and they float down around you. It is truly like a scene from the movies. It just made me feel so good about my life and how blessed I am to be back here with my family and to have Izabel share these experiences with me. Not to mention how awesome Halloween becomes when you have all the awesome trees and leaves. It really just makes the holiday better. Then you can avoid seeing a lot of slutty costumes for halloween as well. I can not wait to go back to the pumpkin farm, carve pumpkins, make caramel apples and dress up for Halloween. Dear Wisconsin, I love and missed you so much!
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Am I a crazy mom?
As I walked to class yesterday I saw this guy carrying his super cute baby girl. Mind you this was on campus. And it made me wonder if he was a random guy, if he attended the unversity, or was he a professor. Why does he get to bring his daughter on campus? Not fair. Cant I strap Izabel to the front on me and throw my backpack on my back and go to class? She wont be that big of a distraction right? Theres probably not any health codes I would violate or anything. hahaha Let me tell you how many times I have thought of just bring Izabel to class with me. I would never do it but still. I wonder does that make me crazy? Do other moms want to bring their children where ever they go? When do you get to that point when you are happy your children are at school? Is it weird that I want her around all the time? I dont want to miss anything! I dont know maybe I am just crazy. Time will tell apparently.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Weird things
Last week Izabel started doing this thing with her face where she scrunches up her nose, squints her eyes and breaths out of her nose. It makes this strange noise. And I can not figure out why she does it or where she learned it from? It looks like she smells something weird or is trying to push something out of her nose. This week has started another strange thing. She makes a weird noise, CONSTANTLY! It is like eh, ehe ehe. I cant even describe it. I kind of hope she learns to talk soon hahaha. Each week, I am amazed at the new things she is learning to do. I am glad the phase is over where she screamed (not crying) as loud as she could. She is a weird kid but I guess I should not be surprise cause I am kind of weird. Well, I can not wait to see what strange thing whether it is a noise or weird face or maybe she will learn to crawl better. I just love watching her.
Last night, she played on the floor in our room for 20 minutes by herself. I was trying to do my homework but ended up watching her the whole time. She would pick up a toy play with it and then move onto something else. She sat up so nice and would put the binky in her mouth, spit it out and then put it back into her mouth. She is so spankin cute! And then she tired herself out and put herself to sleep in my lap while I read my homework.
Thats my crazy Bizzy!
Last night, she played on the floor in our room for 20 minutes by herself. I was trying to do my homework but ended up watching her the whole time. She would pick up a toy play with it and then move onto something else. She sat up so nice and would put the binky in her mouth, spit it out and then put it back into her mouth. She is so spankin cute! And then she tired herself out and put herself to sleep in my lap while I read my homework.
Thats my crazy Bizzy!
Does being a mom make you forgetful?
The answer I am finding lately is YES! I think it is cause I have so many thoughts flying around in my head and I have to get 12 thousand things done at once I forget what I was suppose to do. And I keep forgetting my cell phone places, which is really not good at all. I left it at home one day and had to go back and get it. Then today I left my cell phone sitting on a chair I was sitting in waiting for class. My cell is my link to the world not to mention my only means of communication if something happens to Izabel at daycare (which I pray nothing will ever happen). And yesterday I forgot my leaves for my art project which we have been collecting for weeks and I even thought about before I went to bed and in the morning before I left. UGH! I hate forgetting things. Oh well, I guess that is just what happens. It is hard to get Izabel ready and then myself and get out the door to get to daycare and then me to the bus to school. I guess I need to get up earlier to get ready but I am tired so it is difficult.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Date night
Dear Future Boyfriend:
Could you please hurry up and find me? I would really enjoy to go out to the movies.
Sincerely,
Your future girlfriend (Kristin)
I have to admit that I am kind of glad that I moved back (well I am very glad but this is a different kind of glad) because there are cute boys EVERYWHERE!!!! hahah I know that I am not suppose to be looking for a boyfriend cause then I will never find one. Or at least that what I am told. If you stop looking then he will find you. I am not sure if I believe in all of that. I am not even sure if I believe in soul mates or whatever. I feel like my situation is so messed up and I am such a weird person who would want to date me. Who out there is going to get me? I am a very very strange person. It just seems impossible that there is one person who is just like me. Not to mention now that person has to like my daughter too. Which adds an additional layer of complication to me. (perfect) But luckily Izabel is so spakin' cute and awesome it would be hard not to fall in love with her. Its that crazy mom of hers that we have to worry about. I think I have a lot to offer someone. I am funny and nice. I am not super graphic to look at so I guess that is a bonus. Then I wonder if my list of qualities I want in a boyfriend is too high. I think I should just stop thinking about it all together. I feel hopeless in finding someone. I just do not have the patience to go out and look for someone or go on dates that lead to no where. Waiting for them to call back and blah blah blah. Maybe I will just be alone for the rest of my life. It is just hard to see my mom getting remarried, both my sisters have boyfriends. I feel like I am the 5th wheel with a baby. I do not know. I should just stop feeling sorry for myself and just live it up!
But I have seen a lot of cute boys at school and at the mall the other day. So, I guess I will just look at them and day dream about going on dates. Some day maybe I will find someone. Who knows.
Could you please hurry up and find me? I would really enjoy to go out to the movies.
Sincerely,
Your future girlfriend (Kristin)
I have to admit that I am kind of glad that I moved back (well I am very glad but this is a different kind of glad) because there are cute boys EVERYWHERE!!!! hahah I know that I am not suppose to be looking for a boyfriend cause then I will never find one. Or at least that what I am told. If you stop looking then he will find you. I am not sure if I believe in all of that. I am not even sure if I believe in soul mates or whatever. I feel like my situation is so messed up and I am such a weird person who would want to date me. Who out there is going to get me? I am a very very strange person. It just seems impossible that there is one person who is just like me. Not to mention now that person has to like my daughter too. Which adds an additional layer of complication to me. (perfect) But luckily Izabel is so spakin' cute and awesome it would be hard not to fall in love with her. Its that crazy mom of hers that we have to worry about. I think I have a lot to offer someone. I am funny and nice. I am not super graphic to look at so I guess that is a bonus. Then I wonder if my list of qualities I want in a boyfriend is too high. I think I should just stop thinking about it all together. I feel hopeless in finding someone. I just do not have the patience to go out and look for someone or go on dates that lead to no where. Waiting for them to call back and blah blah blah. Maybe I will just be alone for the rest of my life. It is just hard to see my mom getting remarried, both my sisters have boyfriends. I feel like I am the 5th wheel with a baby. I do not know. I should just stop feeling sorry for myself and just live it up!
But I have seen a lot of cute boys at school and at the mall the other day. So, I guess I will just look at them and day dream about going on dates. Some day maybe I will find someone. Who knows.
Blogging
Well this is like the 4th post today! Oh well, its been a while since I have blogged so I have a lot to say. And since nobody else seems to want to listen I have to tell it someone. I hope that this blog does not turn into just a place for me to rant and complain. But I have looked at some of my previous posts and it seems like I kind of an angry person. Ooops! In the end, I am not sure what I want this blog to be other than an online journal, I guess. I guess that is all I have to say. hahha other than I hope I do not come across is a person who just complains and rants all the time. I feel I have a lot more to offer to the world.
Cuddling
Best Friend
I think the hardest part so far after breaking up after 5 years is losing my best friend. As I work through the broken heart part, I really feel upset that I have no one to talk to. I think that is why I started this blog. I lost a lot of friends when I moved to Arizona. And the ones I did keep now our relationship is not nearly as strong or close as it used to be. Everyone has moved on with their lives and it seems as though they feel like I am still in Arizona. Not to mention the fact that now I have a baby. I think it is hard when people do not have children to hang out with someone when they have children. I have been struggling the last few weeks to try to hang out with people but I am finding it difficult to get people motivated to hang out. Which has since affected my mood, I feel a little depressed and just want to stay in bed. This is not good.
I used to think that my boyfriend was my best friend and I would talk to him about everything. He would be the person I would turn to when some family issue was bothering me. Or if I had a bad day or if I had a good day. I really felt that was why I feel in love with him because he was my best friend. I could tell him anything and everything. Lots of things I did not share with family or friends I would tell him. We would talk about our days and discuss things that we saw, made us laugh or whatever. We had so many things in common, I often wonder why it didnt work and if we could get back together. We talk every once and a while on the phone and I feel that connection we had. I miss it terribly.
I wished we were still together cause then I would have someone to share all the things that happen with Izabel. I miss having someone. Not just the hugs, kisses and love but having someone to talk to all the time. I thought we would be together to raise Izabel together. I feel like my friends, cause they do not have children, do not want to hear about how izabel rolled over or discovered a new toy. But her father would or should I guess. Now I look at stupid facebook and see all these other happy couples and how they are excited about having children. Babies everywhere and happy perfect families to raise them together. And here I am alone with no one to talk to or share it with. I guess I shouldnt envy others but it is hard not to. I see friends who had their families there right when their child was born and how happy they are all together. But all izabels birth pictures are just me and her father. And now they are hard to look at cause it reminds me of how happy I thought we used to be. And I wish we could go back to that. I am realizing that I guess I have a lot of regrets about things in my life. I really try not to have regrets in my life but oh well. It is hard not to. I mean this is not how I imagined my life. I am still in college with a daughter, no job and living at home. But I guess this blog is going to help me work on that fact.
I used to think that my boyfriend was my best friend and I would talk to him about everything. He would be the person I would turn to when some family issue was bothering me. Or if I had a bad day or if I had a good day. I really felt that was why I feel in love with him because he was my best friend. I could tell him anything and everything. Lots of things I did not share with family or friends I would tell him. We would talk about our days and discuss things that we saw, made us laugh or whatever. We had so many things in common, I often wonder why it didnt work and if we could get back together. We talk every once and a while on the phone and I feel that connection we had. I miss it terribly.
I wished we were still together cause then I would have someone to share all the things that happen with Izabel. I miss having someone. Not just the hugs, kisses and love but having someone to talk to all the time. I thought we would be together to raise Izabel together. I feel like my friends, cause they do not have children, do not want to hear about how izabel rolled over or discovered a new toy. But her father would or should I guess. Now I look at stupid facebook and see all these other happy couples and how they are excited about having children. Babies everywhere and happy perfect families to raise them together. And here I am alone with no one to talk to or share it with. I guess I shouldnt envy others but it is hard not to. I see friends who had their families there right when their child was born and how happy they are all together. But all izabels birth pictures are just me and her father. And now they are hard to look at cause it reminds me of how happy I thought we used to be. And I wish we could go back to that. I am realizing that I guess I have a lot of regrets about things in my life. I really try not to have regrets in my life but oh well. It is hard not to. I mean this is not how I imagined my life. I am still in college with a daughter, no job and living at home. But I guess this blog is going to help me work on that fact.
Teething
The past few days have been a little bit unpleasant because I think that Izabel is teething. She is having a hard time sleeping unless she is sleeping near me or on top of me. Which I am sure is going to make it difficult for her when she is at daycare. I bought her teething biscuit things which she seems to like but I am terrified she is going to choke. She likes to chew on things but often gets big pieces in her mouth. I took a first aid class a few years ago and hope I know what to do if she were to choke which I pray she never will. We have the cold teething rings as well. But what else are you suppose to do to help when your child starts teething? Any suggestions would be great. I have given her tylenol a few times and rubbed her gums and put baby orajel on her gums too. They appear to be turning white instead of the normal red so I think a tooth is coming/really hope one is working its way out. She is almost 7 months old now!!! (which I can not believe she is that old already). I just feel bad for her cause I am sure it is really painful to go through. Luckly she will not remember it. And she does not have a doctors appointment until the end of the month. I have a lot of questions for the pedetraician too. We were suppose to go this week but I had to cancel because of school. Well, if she does get a tooth this week I will put a picture up!
(here is Izabel using a pickle as a teething aid, weird that she likes them so much).
(here is Izabel using a pickle as a teething aid, weird that she likes them so much).
This weekend
So, I know it has been a while since I have blogged. I was so excited to start this and then I have been neglecting it. Not good. I will tell you all about my crazy weekend. Friday morning I was suppose to have an appointment to get assistance paying for daycare. I thought the lady on the phone told me 8:30 am but apparently it was 8 am. So needless to say I missed the appointment. Which I really need since I am currently not receiving child support for Izabel and daycare is expensive. After that I stopped at O & H to get some donuts to cheer me up. I took them over to my grandparents to see my grandma who just got out of the hospital from knee replacement surgery. She is doing so well, it is awesome. I am so proud of her, at 82 she is doing amazing well. I brought Izabel of course hahah, and we played and my grandpa was so excited to see and hold her. While I was playing with Izabel I figured out how to make her giggle. She started laughing so hard, it was so cute. When you tickle her little tummy she thinks it so funny. It definitely improved my mood. After my grandparents I was suppose to have lunch with Bret's two sisters, Lia and Kendra but something came up and they couldn't go. :( Later, I met up with my mom, and my little sister to get something else for her Birthday. This turned out to be a great big waste of time. Oh well, I went back home and took a nap with Izabel.
Then we got up super early and drove to the Kenosha train station. And of course there was drama trying to get onto the train. Izabels stroller is too big and wouldnt fit down the aisles. Finally we made it too my sisters condo and it was pretty cold and windy. After eating breakfast we tried to decide what to do to celebrate my little sisters birthday. We all packed up and decided to walk around chicago. As soon as we got outside it was pouring rain, super cold and windy. And izabel doesnt like the rain on her face so we went back to the condo and watched movies. We didnt really get to celebrate her birthday together but it was kind of a fun day. I love going to visit my older sister. I miss seeing her all the time. She is one of the only people I feel I have to talk to about things. We took the late train back and got home at 12. By this time Izabels schedule was completely screwed up. And she had not been sleeping super well all week. Needless to say we fell asleep together and at 1 am I put her in her crib.
Izabel and I got up early sunday morning and drove down to Kenosha to have breakfast with Brets mom and grandparents at Panera Bread. The food was delicious and it was nice for Izabel to see them. Even though Bret lives far away I feel it is really important for his family to be part of Izabels life. So, whenever they are in town or call to meet up I really try to make it work so we can meet up and they can see her. She is growing up so fast. At first Izabel cried because she has stranger danger but after a few minutes she was fine. We took lots of pictures and visited. It is always a little awkward for me because his family really likes me and his grandma wants us to get back together. But since he lives in another state I am not sure that will ever work out. The day ended with grocery shopping, cooking chili and lots of Izabel fussing. I think she is teething because she is drooling a lot and is chewing hard on everything. I did not end up going to bed until late because my little sister finally opened her presents at 10 pm.
Then we got up super early and drove to the Kenosha train station. And of course there was drama trying to get onto the train. Izabels stroller is too big and wouldnt fit down the aisles. Finally we made it too my sisters condo and it was pretty cold and windy. After eating breakfast we tried to decide what to do to celebrate my little sisters birthday. We all packed up and decided to walk around chicago. As soon as we got outside it was pouring rain, super cold and windy. And izabel doesnt like the rain on her face so we went back to the condo and watched movies. We didnt really get to celebrate her birthday together but it was kind of a fun day. I love going to visit my older sister. I miss seeing her all the time. She is one of the only people I feel I have to talk to about things. We took the late train back and got home at 12. By this time Izabels schedule was completely screwed up. And she had not been sleeping super well all week. Needless to say we fell asleep together and at 1 am I put her in her crib.
Izabel and I got up early sunday morning and drove down to Kenosha to have breakfast with Brets mom and grandparents at Panera Bread. The food was delicious and it was nice for Izabel to see them. Even though Bret lives far away I feel it is really important for his family to be part of Izabels life. So, whenever they are in town or call to meet up I really try to make it work so we can meet up and they can see her. She is growing up so fast. At first Izabel cried because she has stranger danger but after a few minutes she was fine. We took lots of pictures and visited. It is always a little awkward for me because his family really likes me and his grandma wants us to get back together. But since he lives in another state I am not sure that will ever work out. The day ended with grocery shopping, cooking chili and lots of Izabel fussing. I think she is teething because she is drooling a lot and is chewing hard on everything. I did not end up going to bed until late because my little sister finally opened her presents at 10 pm.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
The pumpkin farm
So, last Saturday Katie, Izabel and I went to Schwans pumpkin farm. They were having a pancake breakfast to support the 4-H club. We got up early and headed out in the cold to the pumpkin farm. I dressed Izabel in a ridiculously cute flower outfit that I got for $2. We were all bundled up and walked around the farm. Izabel had her first encounter with some farm animals which was very funny. Her eyes got so big as the goats stuck their heads through the fence at us. hahah I think she was a little scared. Then all the geese, ducks and chickens started making all kinds of noise. She seemed to like the birds better. I cant wait to take her back when she is older so she can feed the animals. Then we took some funny pics of Izabel. We were going to go on the hay ride but it was kind of expensive. We will have to go back to get pumpkins cause it was kind of early for them. But it was a lot of fun. I can not wait for Halloween this year. I had Izabel's costume all planned out but now I am not sure about it. I was going to be a banana and so was she and then I had a giant gorilla costume. Now I do not have anyone to be the gorilla though :( So, it might be back to the drawing board or I just may do it anyway since I bought the costumes along time ago. Its not like she can go trick or treating anyway.
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Its wednesday
This morning really did not start out super great. I had a migraine when I got home from school yesterday. It went away for a while but then when I went to bed my whole right side of my head hurt. I was planning on sleeping it off. Well I woke up every half hour in a lot of pain finally at 3 I got up and took some more pills. Eventually the pain went away until I woke up. Then I did not have time to take a shower and my hair was a hot mess! But I did get to sit next to a cute boy on the bus! hooray! I probably should have made an attempt to talk to him but whatever. I am sure he thought what the heck is wrong with this girls hair? Doesnt she own a mirror? Graphic!!!!!!!!! Well art class was a lot of fun. We got to watercolor. And mine turned out pretty jazzy.
I still have to write my essay to get admitted into the college of education and have been putting it off for a few days. I just do not see the point in writing an essay explaining why I think I am going to be a good teacher or what qualities I possess to be a good teacher. I feel all the essays are going to be the same...patience, creativity blah blah blah. Whatever! I was already admitted into the college of ed at ASU! dont you people know who I am! gees.
I still have to write my essay to get admitted into the college of education and have been putting it off for a few days. I just do not see the point in writing an essay explaining why I think I am going to be a good teacher or what qualities I possess to be a good teacher. I feel all the essays are going to be the same...patience, creativity blah blah blah. Whatever! I was already admitted into the college of ed at ASU! dont you people know who I am! gees.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
the need to blog
Sorry whoever is reading this! I have been ill and super busy with school and things! Unacceptable really! I am sure you have been missing my thoughts as I have missed sharing them. I have to write two papers today before I can blog. I have so many things to say ughhhhhhh! school why?!??! I have to tell you about the funny thing izabel keeps doing with her nose and makes me laugh so hard. She is really starting to crawl all over the place. And we took her to the pumpkin farm so I have pics from that. But none the less I will blog later tonight. So, if you can hold on a few more hours it will all be ok! do not worry i have not forgotten about you.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
why I hate tuesdays
Dear reader:
I hate tuesdays! I just thought you should know and today is tuesday so I am not in a good mood. Tuesdays I never seem to make it to the bus on time and it is the longest day of classes. I am at school from 9:30 until 4! That is a very long day for me. And Izabel has to be at daycare from 8:15am until 5:15pm unless my little sister can pick her up. I love her daycare provider she is the nicest lady and is excellent with izabel I just feel that is a really long day for me to be away from her. hahah
The reason i really dislike this tuesday is cause I did not know it was going to be nice. So, I dressed for cold weather. When I got outside it was nice and the sweatshirt I was wearing made me sweat (hahha). I dressed izabel in this ridiculous cute ladybuy footed onesie with a matching hat. And of course she was sweating when we got to the car as well. I was making good time this tuesday though until I got about 10 minutes away from my house and realized I forgot my cell phone. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!? no reader, I was not kidding. I had to turn around and go get it. So, now I am sweating even more. ugh! I finally get to the daycare 10 minutes late. So, now I am franticly trying to get to the bus on time and miss the first one and barely make it to the next one. Then after my first class what do I do, even though I told myself 3 times not to, I forgot my stupid sweatshirt in my classroom! UGH! what a day and it is only 1pm. hahha what a rough life I lead. I know it is really not that bad there are people without food and shelter and I am complaining that I left my sweatshirt in my room. wow. Well, its my blog so to me this was a rough morning.
Additional thoughts of the day: I hate that I was raised to do the right thing. (not really) But having a moral compass can be horrible. I always end up doing the "right" thing because I am suppose to even if I do not want to. I will refrain from giving the example that making me state this because (someone might read it and I will get in trouble) I am not suppose. Its not that I do not like this person or the nice thing they want to do but I just feel like I shouldnt have to do this. It is not my responsibilty. Its just not fair. But as we all know LIFE is not fair. I just feel like i get the raw end of every deal and someone (who will remain nameless but if you know me, you know this person) gets off scott free. NOT FAIR people. And I guess that is all I have to say (very vaguely). The end!
Also, I feel like I might be getting the cold my little sister has which is also making this tuesday less enjoyable. PEAS! I must load up with vitamin C and get lots of rest cause I really, really, really, hope Izabel does not get sick. It would be so hard on me knowing she is sick and I have to be at school and I cant hold her and make her feel better :( But I can not think like that she will be ok!
I hate tuesdays! I just thought you should know and today is tuesday so I am not in a good mood. Tuesdays I never seem to make it to the bus on time and it is the longest day of classes. I am at school from 9:30 until 4! That is a very long day for me. And Izabel has to be at daycare from 8:15am until 5:15pm unless my little sister can pick her up. I love her daycare provider she is the nicest lady and is excellent with izabel I just feel that is a really long day for me to be away from her. hahah
The reason i really dislike this tuesday is cause I did not know it was going to be nice. So, I dressed for cold weather. When I got outside it was nice and the sweatshirt I was wearing made me sweat (hahha). I dressed izabel in this ridiculous cute ladybuy footed onesie with a matching hat. And of course she was sweating when we got to the car as well. I was making good time this tuesday though until I got about 10 minutes away from my house and realized I forgot my cell phone. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!? no reader, I was not kidding. I had to turn around and go get it. So, now I am sweating even more. ugh! I finally get to the daycare 10 minutes late. So, now I am franticly trying to get to the bus on time and miss the first one and barely make it to the next one. Then after my first class what do I do, even though I told myself 3 times not to, I forgot my stupid sweatshirt in my classroom! UGH! what a day and it is only 1pm. hahha what a rough life I lead. I know it is really not that bad there are people without food and shelter and I am complaining that I left my sweatshirt in my room. wow. Well, its my blog so to me this was a rough morning.
Additional thoughts of the day: I hate that I was raised to do the right thing. (not really) But having a moral compass can be horrible. I always end up doing the "right" thing because I am suppose to even if I do not want to. I will refrain from giving the example that making me state this because (someone might read it and I will get in trouble) I am not suppose. Its not that I do not like this person or the nice thing they want to do but I just feel like I shouldnt have to do this. It is not my responsibilty. Its just not fair. But as we all know LIFE is not fair. I just feel like i get the raw end of every deal and someone (who will remain nameless but if you know me, you know this person) gets off scott free. NOT FAIR people. And I guess that is all I have to say (very vaguely). The end!
Also, I feel like I might be getting the cold my little sister has which is also making this tuesday less enjoyable. PEAS! I must load up with vitamin C and get lots of rest cause I really, really, really, hope Izabel does not get sick. It would be so hard on me knowing she is sick and I have to be at school and I cant hold her and make her feel better :( But I can not think like that she will be ok!
Single ladies
S, the other night my mom told me that I should join a single mothers group at school. (I am noticing a vast majority of my posts involve my mom, who does not want to have a blog or write about her.) I thought this was very funny and ridiculous. A single moms groups? Really? Well, I just laughed and starting singing "all my single ladies, all my single ladies..." And making izabel dance with me which my mom did not think was very funny. But I thought it was hilarious as I sang and danced horribly all around my kitchen with Izabel.
Why blogging is bad
These are not my words they are my mothers. Which if she read this would probably be upset that I am blogging about it. hahah too bad. She feels that blogging is bad cause what if someone reads it and takes it the wrong way and becomes upset. Well, I feel this is my own personal space to share my thoughts, feelings and events that happen to me. So, I guess if you do not like it then dont read it. There you go. You can not get upset at someone for having thoughts thats ridiculous. I do understand where she is coming from but for me this blog is helpful. So, far no one has read it so I do not see the problem. But something I write could always come back to me and be harmful in some way I guess. Whatever, moms always thinking they know best!!
Izabel sat up
Last night after Izabel decided to take a nap at like 7 pm which totally throws off her routine and makes her actual bedtime way late. Anyway, she woke up at 8:12 pm when my mom came in and she sat herself up all by herself. I was in such shock because she has been trying for weeks to sit herself up and then she just does it. And she did it 2 more times after that. We were all so excited!! Later I helped her by holding her legs down since she sticks them in the air and she pushed herself up and sat up. We did this a number of times and she thought it was so funny. I am going to have to try to take a video cause it was hilarious!!
Monday, September 20, 2010
Dinner with Elise
Finally, one of my friends did not bail on me cause they are old. Which I find very funny cause we are all the same age and I have a kid so you think I would be the one that is always tired. WRONG!! hahha Anyway, Elise and I went to DeRangos and got pizza. It was nice hanging out with her, I forgot how much fun we have together. I also left Izabel at home since she makes eating a challenge sometimes and I figured grandma could handle it for an hour. Our waitress looked like she was like 12 and totally did not laugh at any of my jokes. Elise and I laughed so I know they were funny. I would think as a waitress you would be excited by some funny customers, also WRONG! After dinner we went and looked at a house for Elise.
(as I am writing this I realize it is not as exciting as I remember last night, I even thought about erasing it but too bad. You, readers out there knew what you were getting into before you starting reading my blog, I clearly said it was going to be boring. )
When I got home and put Izabel to bed I began to lurk on facebook. Which lately I have found makes me a little depressed so that is another reason I began this blog. I go on there and see all the fun times other people are having. How all of my friends are getting married, having babies and buying houses. I know I have a baby who is wonderful and I wouldnt trade for anything in the whole world but I cant help wishing things would have been different. I know you are not suppose to be jealous of what other people have and everyone keeps telling me, I'll find someone and have all of that. So, the rational side of me knows it will happen but the emotional side of me still can not help feeling hurt and sad by what I see others have. So, I think I am going to make an effort to not lurk on others facebook pages and just appreciate what I have. I guess I just never thought my life would be where it is. If that makes any sense at all. As I kid I thought I would go to college graduate, get a job, get married, buy a house then have babies. But alas that was not the path for me. And I hope this does not come across as me resenting Izabel cause I defintely do not. I can not image my life without her actually. Its weird that you can love a person that much and even before you meet them. That is one thing that has really shocked me as a mother. Its so crazy that you are capable to that much love.
As, I am writing this I am in the quiet study area at school listening to this guy snore ridiculously loud. Which is makes me laugh. I just got finished with art class which I totally love. It puts me in such a good mood and makes me want to be an art teacher. I am currently missing Izabel cause she was still asleep when I left for school and my mom took her to daycare. My favorite part of the morning is when she wakes up and always has a smile on her face. Which when I am really tired and do not want to get out of bed makes it all worth it, seeing that little face with that huge ridiculous smile looking up at me from her crib.
Side note: WOW! I have a lot to say who knew! hahah Stay tuned world I have a whole brain of thoughts for you to know about.
(as I am writing this I realize it is not as exciting as I remember last night, I even thought about erasing it but too bad. You, readers out there knew what you were getting into before you starting reading my blog, I clearly said it was going to be boring. )
When I got home and put Izabel to bed I began to lurk on facebook. Which lately I have found makes me a little depressed so that is another reason I began this blog. I go on there and see all the fun times other people are having. How all of my friends are getting married, having babies and buying houses. I know I have a baby who is wonderful and I wouldnt trade for anything in the whole world but I cant help wishing things would have been different. I know you are not suppose to be jealous of what other people have and everyone keeps telling me, I'll find someone and have all of that. So, the rational side of me knows it will happen but the emotional side of me still can not help feeling hurt and sad by what I see others have. So, I think I am going to make an effort to not lurk on others facebook pages and just appreciate what I have. I guess I just never thought my life would be where it is. If that makes any sense at all. As I kid I thought I would go to college graduate, get a job, get married, buy a house then have babies. But alas that was not the path for me. And I hope this does not come across as me resenting Izabel cause I defintely do not. I can not image my life without her actually. Its weird that you can love a person that much and even before you meet them. That is one thing that has really shocked me as a mother. Its so crazy that you are capable to that much love.
As, I am writing this I am in the quiet study area at school listening to this guy snore ridiculously loud. Which is makes me laugh. I just got finished with art class which I totally love. It puts me in such a good mood and makes me want to be an art teacher. I am currently missing Izabel cause she was still asleep when I left for school and my mom took her to daycare. My favorite part of the morning is when she wakes up and always has a smile on her face. Which when I am really tired and do not want to get out of bed makes it all worth it, seeing that little face with that huge ridiculous smile looking up at me from her crib.
Side note: WOW! I have a lot to say who knew! hahah Stay tuned world I have a whole brain of thoughts for you to know about.
Ice Cream
So, last night after we went and did a parade of homes, my mom and mark are looking for a new house, my mom decided she wanted ice cream. We did the McDonalds drive thru and she got a $.49 cone. And of course Izabel saw it and got very excited. So, my mom let her have some and I was in the front seat driving powerless to stop this. Well Izabel decided to grab the whole cone and tried to shove it into her mouth. Which caused my mom to laugh for 20 minutes. Izabel loves ice cream apparently and continued to eat it.
Not a great picture but you can still see the ice cream all over her face. Thanks, grandma!!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
My first Post!
Dear whoever decides to read this!
I have decided to start blogging because facebook does not meet all my needs to express myself and my crazy life.
Today is Sunday and it is rainy and cold. I am supposed to be doing some homework like reading and stuff but I do not want to. This morning Izabel woke up at 4:50 am ugh! that was way to early espcially since she did not fall asleep until 11:30 pm cause she took a nap at 7 pm. I slept in until like 10 and of course missed church. Then Izabel and I ate breakfast and took a bath. She almost sat herself up today which I was so excited about. I laid a blanket on the ground so she could practice crawling. She rolled over onto her back and began lifting her head up trying to sit up. She almost had it but her foot got stuck on the other one and she ended up on her tummy again. Oh well, we will keep practicing. Later this afternoon I am suppose to get dinner with my friends who bailed on my last night. We were suppose to get drinks but 9 pm was too late cause they are all old. hahah And then I found out my sister stole my sweatshirt! Which really pisses me off cause I have like one half of a closet and like 7 sweatshirts. Where as she has like a whole closet then clothes all over the floor. Why the heck does she need to steal my things!! Ugh and she is sick with a cold so shes been coughing all over it! Unacceptable. Well that is all my thoughts at this moment. I know that was so interesting to read dont you want to find out more about me and my crazy life!! Whoa the excitement continues later.......
I have decided to start blogging because facebook does not meet all my needs to express myself and my crazy life.
Today is Sunday and it is rainy and cold. I am supposed to be doing some homework like reading and stuff but I do not want to. This morning Izabel woke up at 4:50 am ugh! that was way to early espcially since she did not fall asleep until 11:30 pm cause she took a nap at 7 pm. I slept in until like 10 and of course missed church. Then Izabel and I ate breakfast and took a bath. She almost sat herself up today which I was so excited about. I laid a blanket on the ground so she could practice crawling. She rolled over onto her back and began lifting her head up trying to sit up. She almost had it but her foot got stuck on the other one and she ended up on her tummy again. Oh well, we will keep practicing. Later this afternoon I am suppose to get dinner with my friends who bailed on my last night. We were suppose to get drinks but 9 pm was too late cause they are all old. hahah And then I found out my sister stole my sweatshirt! Which really pisses me off cause I have like one half of a closet and like 7 sweatshirts. Where as she has like a whole closet then clothes all over the floor. Why the heck does she need to steal my things!! Ugh and she is sick with a cold so shes been coughing all over it! Unacceptable. Well that is all my thoughts at this moment. I know that was so interesting to read dont you want to find out more about me and my crazy life!! Whoa the excitement continues later.......
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