Why dont you care?

This is going to be a giant rant. Just a heads up before you start reading it.
I just do not understand how someone can not care about their child. It just do not make sense to me at all. A child is a part of you. Maybe it is just because I am a woman and my child came out of me so I have more of a connection to that child. But I would think that men should have just as a big as a connection because they helped create that child. How can someone go days or weeks with out wanting to know about that child? I dont get it. I hate being away from my daughter for a few hours. How can you live with yourself not seeing her for weeks and months? She is never going to know who you are. Or want to be close to you. And maybe one day when you get it together it will be too late. She wont want to have any desire to be close to you. You are missing some of the best parts of her life. She is such an amazing little girl. You are going to miss her crawling, walking, talking, discovering new things, etc. I just can not imagine not knowing about her every day. Each day she has a new face or does something new and you are missing it. It is not my responsiblity to send you something everyday about her. You should want to know about her. How hard is it to send a text everyday? You can even save it and push like one freakin button?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Well, I defintely have learned my lesson in life. Well I have learned a few lessons really.
Note to self: Do not do things that are dumb but seem like a good idea at the time.